{"id":9274,"date":"2021-12-04T21:01:55","date_gmt":"2021-12-04T20:01:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dreamsbylinda.com\/?p=9274"},"modified":"2021-12-04T21:09:46","modified_gmt":"2021-12-04T20:09:46","slug":"pain-self-development-drugs","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dreamsbylinda.com\/?p=9274","title":{"rendered":"Pain, Self Development &#038; Drugs"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"9274\" class=\"elementor elementor-9274\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-b1badf9 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"b1badf9\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-e-type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-b752850\" data-id=\"b752850\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-8a6ff26 elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"8a6ff26\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"388\" src=\"https:\/\/dreamsbylinda.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/Screenshot-2021-12-04-at-21.01.44-1024x388.png\" class=\"attachment-large size-large wp-image-9277\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dreamsbylinda.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/Screenshot-2021-12-04-at-21.01.44-1024x388.png 1024w, https:\/\/dreamsbylinda.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/Screenshot-2021-12-04-at-21.01.44-300x114.png 300w, https:\/\/dreamsbylinda.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/Screenshot-2021-12-04-at-21.01.44-768x291.png 768w, https:\/\/dreamsbylinda.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/Screenshot-2021-12-04-at-21.01.44-1536x582.png 1536w, https:\/\/dreamsbylinda.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/Screenshot-2021-12-04-at-21.01.44-1320x500.png 1320w, https:\/\/dreamsbylinda.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/Screenshot-2021-12-04-at-21.01.44-600x227.png 600w, https:\/\/dreamsbylinda.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/Screenshot-2021-12-04-at-21.01.44.png 1784w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-818de7e elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"818de7e\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-e-type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-41e14419\" data-id=\"41e14419\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-5fad40f8 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"5fad40f8\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><\/p>\n<p>I have been thinking a lot on how to summarise 2021 and I have decided that it&#8217;s not that hard after all.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>2021 has been a yeas of inside suffering for me.. I have been in so much pain and my heart has been so shattered. It&#8217;s not that I haven&#8217;t been able to manage it and it&#8217;s not that I want people to feel sorry for me.. but 2021 is the year when I started to look after myself again.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>People that I love have left my side and people I trusted have decided to turn my back. The job where I was suppose to feel safe has left me confused and in a mess. But even after all this I am grateful for the lesson that I have learned and for the knowledge that I have gained.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>If it wasn&#8217;t for this I wouldn&#8217;t have started to work on my inside again. So when I&#8217;m writing this today I can proudly say that I feel mentally strong and I feel happy even on my bad days.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m grateful for my soccer team and the amazing girls that stands behind me when I need them the most and I&#8217;m grateful for the people that I have meet through my work.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>I feel that there is a bright light for my future and all I need to do is to find my inner spark to make my success happen. I know that success doesn&#8217;t happen over night but I know deep down in my heart that one day I will live my dream. (A beautiful house close to the beach in Spain living with my husband and our two dogs).<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>2021 has been messy and confusing.. But I will end the year with decluttering my friend zone and my plate from bad energy and people that no longer give me anything back.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>I know it can sound hard and terrible but it&#8217;s something that I need to do so I can grow as a person. 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