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I have always been pretty hard on myself and always wanted to be that perfect woman… But let me tell you something, there is NO perfect…. We all have our own battles to fight.

In the start of this year I was sure that I had it all sorted and my life was perfect. However there was a secret yet to be told that would change my life forever. My partner at the time, G all of sudden said that he couldn’t commit to doing a partner visa with me when my visa expired in March. My whole world blew up and with only 2 months left on my visa the panic inside of me was uncontrollable. I cried in pain for a longtime and the heartbreak was my reality. Not because I lost my chances of being in Australia, I knew that I would loose my best friend. The man that I’ve loved for 2 years, the man that was suppose to always be there and support me NO matter what. I was angry at life and I was angry for the decisions that I had made to stay here for love and not moving to Melbourne as the plan was when I first met him.

I was so angry for so long and I blamed him for everything… But today when I look back I’m not angry anymore. I have realised that he was never meant to be mine forever, he only came into my life to teach me a lesson. A lesson to never settle and always believe that you are good enough even when people tell you that you are not. And for that I will always LOVE him, I will forgive him in time and I will find someone that will LOVE me, just the way I am and I will be good enough.

I can’t blame things on other people because at the end of the day it was my own decisions taking me where I am today.

So G if you happen to read this, if any of your “friends” show you this I just want you to know that I forgive you for everything that you did wrong, and I’m sorry for everything that I did wrong. You taught me a lot about life and I know that universe brought you into my life for a reason – To teach me a lesson.

I will talk about that lesson another day…..

The hardest thing you can do in life is to let someone go and wish them to be happy with someone else. When you can do that you have come far in life.

XO Linda XO

These are the last two pictures of us together.
Taken on our 2 years anniversary 14th January 2019

One door closes another one opens. This is the last post I will ever write about G.
This is where the G chapter ends. 
Goodbye My Love