
The Emotional Battle
It’s been a long time coming and I knew that this day might come. However after trying so hard for 7 years and now realising that it’s all coming to an end. As a 35 year old woman that only want’s to live her life in Australia, Not because of any specific reason except that this is my HOME. My friends are here and my whole life is here, but still the Australian government is making it so hard for people like me. I have worked hard and payed tax just like everyone else and I have become a part of the community but it just doesn’t seems to be enough.
I can’t blame anything on anyone… I just relied on people that I shouldn’t have and I’m paying for it now. I’m feeling a deep emotinal battle, because how do you pack up your life again and move when you don’t want to. It would be different if I was 25, but I’m 35 and I don’t really have time on my side. My biological clock is ticking and I’m counting every second of it and slowly starting to realise that maybe I’m just meant to be on my own.
Yes people tell me that Sweden is not a bad country to call home, and No it’s not… But Australia is my home and I don’t want to leave. I know that part of the community believes that we (International People) come here and steal the Australian peoples jobs. But I have to disagree… We are here for the same reason, to create a life here.
Please remember that we are all just as worthy no matter where we’re from. I’m praying for a miricle and I’m hoping every day that it will come. All I need is one Employer that is willing to invest in me and my knowledge and sponsor me to stay. It doesnt matter where in Australia it is, I’m willing to relocate.
As I talk about so often iit’s all about our mindset, and even if I feel like there is nothing I can do I know that there is always something. I will stay positive and try to see life both ways Australia or Not.
Thanks for reading this far. I really needed to vent and let it all out.
You guys are my inspiration to continue doing what I’m doing and It’s thanks to you I try to stay positive and focus on the things that atually can go right instead of wrong.
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