Bad day at the office

Today is not a good day…. It’s hard to even get out off bed and I have no motivation to face the world. However on days like this I try to force myself to go out for a walk, clear my head and experience the nature. I love to see how it’s trying to impress me with all the different colours.

It’s hard to explain how I feel but I can’t just snap out of it, I don’t have a reason to why I’m are having a bad day and I don’t choose to feel this way.

If you haven’t experienced depression yourself I can understand if it’s very complicated to understand. I will try to make a video later this week where I can make it clearer on what’s going on in our head and why small achievements like getting out of bed in the morning is huge for us. Please remember that depression and being sad is NOT the same thing, we are really fighting to get through.

Please remember that when I’m write this post it’s not to get sympathy or feeling sorry for myself. Yes I can be depressing to be around. Therefor I don’t have many friends down here, but if they can’t be my friends when I need them the most then they where never my real friends anyway.

I wish you all an amazing day, I LOVE you all for taking your time to read my stories.

XOXO