
The Questions We All Ask Ourself?

One of my clients sent me a message the other day asking how to stay positive and keep believing when it feels like the world is working against you.
I have asked myself this question millions of times during my life journey and I still haven’t figured out a good answer. However I do know that faith is important and if we believe in something hard enough and long enough we will get there in the end.
When I had to leave Australia and all my amazing friends behind to move back home to a country that doesn’t feel like home anymore I felt a sadness and it felt like the world was working against me. I was in pain and I still am… I still wake up in the middle of the night thinking that I am in my bed in Australia.
There is this great pain within humans that we have to work through so we can grow stronger. I have been home for almost 9 months and I still feel lost and confused, I still haven’t found the feeling of belonging and I miss my community that I had in Aus. However the days with pain are less and I have more good days than bad if I compare to when I first came “home”.
I have faith in a bright future for myself and I’m more sure than ever that Sweden is not going to be part of that happiness. I still haven’t figured out where I need to be or what I need to do and my darkest shadows feels like a ghost that is following me around.
I do believe that the best solution is to surrender to the Universe and let everything happen for a reason.
I wanted to share my feelings to those suffering and to those that believe that I have it all figured out. It’s ok not to be ok somedays, just make sure not to let your emotions take over so you stay there for too long. The darkness is a dangerous place and we need to find things that inspires us to move forward out from the darkness and into the light.
I’m always here if you need someone to talk to. I know how it feels to be stuck and I know how it feels to be in pain.
XO Linda XO
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