I have been thinking a lot on how to summarise 2021 and I have decided that it’s not that hard after all.
2021 has been a yeas of inside suffering for me.. I have been in so much pain and my heart has been so shattered. It’s not that I haven’t been able to manage it and it’s not that I want people to feel sorry for me.. but 2021 is the year when I started to look after myself again.
People that I love have left my side and people I trusted have decided to turn my back. The job where I was suppose to feel safe has left me confused and in a mess. But even after all this I am grateful for the lesson that I have learned and for the knowledge that I have gained.
If it wasn’t for this I wouldn’t have started to work on my inside again. So when I’m writing this today I can proudly say that I feel mentally strong and I feel happy even on my bad days.
I’m grateful for my soccer team and the amazing girls that stands behind me when I need them the most and I’m grateful for the people that I have meet through my work.
I feel that there is a bright light for my future and all I need to do is to find my inner spark to make my success happen. I know that success doesn’t happen over night but I know deep down in my heart that one day I will live my dream. (A beautiful house close to the beach in Spain living with my husband and our two dogs).
2021 has been messy and confusing.. But I will end the year with decluttering my friend zone and my plate from bad energy and people that no longer give me anything back.
I know it can sound hard and terrible but it’s something that I need to do so I can grow as a person. I’m not just saying it… I will make sure that 2022 will be the year I change my life forever.
How will you end your year and what will you declutter?
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