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Sometimes it’s hard to put word on your feelings and sometimes you’re not sure how to express yourself. I have always used writing as a tool to handle my feelings and it makes me stronger as a person. I know that a lot of people think that personal feelings should be kept private and not shared with people that we don’t know. However I have never agreed on that and I understand that everyone is different. Each to their own

I feel that the reason I find so much strength to share my feelings like this is that I can connect with likeminded people that can relate to the struggle.

Soon Now to the truth..
Since I came back to Sweden my feelings have been running amok.. I can wake up in the middle of the night filled with anxiety and a weird feeling in my chest. I feel lost and confused and I’m not sure where life will continue from here. I meditate every day and I try to keep my mind occupied with positive thoughts and things, however the feeling of loneliness sometimes strikes harder than ever and I’m not sure how to control it.

It’s important to point out that it has nothing to do with the people here in Sweden, it’s just a feeling of not being at HOME, because exactly that’s what it feels like.. I have been put in a place that is NO longer HOME and I now have to go out and find that place. And that old friends have become strangers doesn’t make it any easier (Or to say that we have become strangers toward each other is more correct) .

Even the hard time that we are all going through at the moment with the Coronavirus is making it mentally hard to look forward. My plans to move down to Spain in April has now changed and I’m not sure when I can leave. I’m hoping that May will be the month but as it is now all I can do is patiently wait.

I try to connect with people without getting to close since I will be leaving. I keep them on an armslenght and I’m scared of getting to close. The whole situation is weird and the unknown is scary.

It’s hard to explain how I feel but I will try… Imagine a mobile phone that is only charged up to 20%, you plug it in put the battery doesn’t charge.. It stays the same. The phone is probably broken and needs fixing.

That’s how I feel at the moment. I try to recharge but I wake up every morning feeling the same.. I do everything I can to create small changes in my life so I can feel more clear but right now there is only a lot of blur.

However I’n not depressed nor negative.. I know that the darkness doesn’t last and this period will only make me stronger. The rainbow will be brighter after the storm and I know that all my dreams will become reality. Right now all I need to do is have patient and stay focused to continue forward and build a strong foundation in my life and business.

How’re you feeling in these uncertain times and how are you coping?

I’m sending Love, Health, Happiness & Strength to everyone around the globe and remember that you are not alone, NOT ever… there is always someone that cares and loves you. We are strong together.

XO Linda XO​